Remember Me?

Yeah, I'm still here. I've just been busy for a while...I had to write a 12 page paper in a week, followed by 3 three page ones, and 6 pages of math problems (half a page each with my handwriting, which is smaller than the writing you're reading right now...about half the size, in fact).

Anyway, I'll try to post on here more, okay? Ha! You're not answering. I see you're speechless. You can't ignore my divine beauty even when you can't see me :P Yeah, anyone who knows me knows that's not how I am. I'm really "self-conscious." I only put it in quotes because I'm not self-conscious about the clothes I wear like all the other *cough*conceited*cough* girls I've met (other than Rhi). I'm self-conscious in the perfectionist aspect. I can't stop until the job is done perfectly, meaning I don't have time to care about my appearance. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a slob. Anyone who's seen my pic on EP knows I'm not the most unattractive person, but I don't really care. Beauty is on the inside AND the outside. You have to have both, in my opinion. Actually, to me, there are four parts to true, divine beauty:

1) Appearance - Actual, physical beauty.
2) Sanity - The insane are just crazy. -_0
3) Intelligence - Stupid people destroy any beauty they have elsewhere.
4) Actions - If you're a "beautiful" bitc----mean person...it eliminates anyone's desire.

Speaking of beauty:
Pearl Jam - Elderly Woman Behind the Counter in a Small Town
I seem to recognize your face
Haunting, familiar, yet I cant seem to place it
Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name
Lifetimes are catching up with me
All these changes taking place,
I wish Id seen the place
But no ones ever taken me
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (2x)

I swear I recognize your breath
Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising
Me you wouldnt recall, for
Im not my former
Its hard when youre stuck upon the shelf
I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate
Perhaps thats what no one wants to see
I just want to scream...hello...
My God its been so long, never dreamed youd return
But now here you are, and here I am
Hearts and thoughts they fade...away...

Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (2x)
Hearts and thoughts they fade...away...
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (3x)
Hearts and thoughts they fade...