For the past few days, I've been very depressed. It's not even a logical depression: NOTHING HAS HAPPENED. I've just been crying myself to sleep out of fear and sadness OVER NOTHING! So, needless to say, I'm not in a creative mood...
Speaking of not being in a creative mood, this is unnatural for me. I'm ALWAYS creative when I'm depressed. That's when I make my best stuff...Well, I can't say I'm not feeling creative...I'm just not in a creative writing mood. My artwork is improving :P
I'm not sure what to say. I don't want to waste a post...well...hmm...
I tried to make cookies yesterday, but for some reason they didn't flatten like normal cookies even after 20 minutes in the oven, TWO TIMES the normal amount of time I use to make cookies.
Anyway...well, that's all I have to say today...
8 comments:
Meh, cookies do take long to bake at times. Cheer up love, its april near summer-ish.
It's not the time I'm complaining about, it's the fact that they burned whilst still in ball shape. And I have classes all year :P I want to finish college as early as possible.
One more thing, don't call me love, whether or not it's a meaningless expression. I only let one person call me that (no offense, just telling you)
Meh, im british and take the piss out of my country quite literally. Hmmm, darling? Thats english or perhaps, some other dreary term i can think of.
No! No terms of endearment! (I'm partially British, too :P It has nothing to do with the terms, it's the meaning to other people...)
I really just want ONE person calling me love, but no one calling me darling...too...well...Oklahoma-ish to me...
Depends upon the way you say it i guess. Anywho i'll just call you Abbey, tis easier that way i s'pose. Meh, i'll try and comment every now and then as well.
If it keeps you mildly happy.
Not as happy as it could, but depression is better than anger IMO, so it's okay. I'm not really hurting anyone else, so it doesn't bother me as bad as if someone pissed me off :P
Yeah, your certainly right there aren't you. Anger sucks, i'm so passive. So when i get angry it makes me upset after.
Thus depression kicks in, and i don't talk for weeks. Blasted Ruffians!
So...anger and depression are linked for pacifists...hmm...Well, I don't generally get angry, per se, but I do get frustrated and annoyed...and when I'm annoyed, I might as well be angry...
Anyway...I hope I "feel" better tomorrow...if not, I'll have to go to yet another psychiatrist...but at least I'll know this one (she goes to the same Dharma Center as me :P)
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